P Cranley
To Rob Doyle
4:32 AM
i did what i said i got out of st patricks hospital i came to america. my ma keeps emailing DONT DO IT WE LOVE U and da as well WHATEVER HAPPENED TO U WEELL FIX IT but i have to meet the angel. i know u laugh but only transcendent presence can save u me or anyone. u must embrace it. have u done so
let me tell u i
i came here 2 san francisco i checked into v cheap & v grimy hotel on colombus street which is bad-energy area where u will find titty bars. d guide book say ‘this area is okay by day but can be dangerous at night when it is often d site of drug deals and also cannibal hordes roam freely feasting on christians and yes d policemen have red SATAN eyes and truncheons of fire. with d truncheons they impale u anally in their HQ which is d COCK FORTRESS.’ but i stay in at night i pray i write i have to meet the angel at 3am tomorrow thursday out at d panhandle. this is dark strip of grass and benches where homeless wander nocturnally with shopping trolleys stocked 4 d coming holocaust. i pray i write i reread d lives of saints. st theresa of avila her story is my own. tears of fire 2 cleanse us of sin. but at night now she comes 2 to me and whispers DESPAIR CHILE’, THE SKY IS A DESERTED QUARRY OR A FAMISHED MOUNTAIN THE LORD IS A CRIPPLE HE HATES US ALL. i cry i scream LIES but d other guests shout through d walls in spanish or gigolo & d manager pounds on door sayin QUIET OR U GET THE HELL OUT i know he is a denizen of d Foul Realm but i am protected in d ring of light holy light.. embrace d lord in yr heart.
everything has changed
i need to explain all 2 u. starting. only with d force of god i could walk out of that so called hospital ie “loony bin” (prison of light. black cage of spirit… bureaucrats of d abyss) i came to san francisco like i said to meet d angel. of mercy of truth.. o holy fire. & yesterday i went down to castro where d homosexuals congregate i roared BROTHERS I LOVE U AALL BUT FEAR THE FLAME… D LORD WILL SPEAK AND HIS VOICE IS FLAME & U WILL TREMBLE & REPENT. YES. TO LUV A MAN IS NOT A SIN BUT IT IS A TRANSGRESSION I TOO HAVE MY SINS BUT I ACCEPT D LORD INTO MY HEART. D RECKONING IS AT HAND & they were all laughing and i wasnt d only 1 naked there was 1 homosexual male in cowboy hat & nothing else he tried to dance with me while other homosexuals clapped & cheered. i felt ridiculed i pulled on ‘pants’ AKA trousers and ran away.. angel will protect me i felt strong and elated & ran to haight. nearby a music festival ie. gathering of dark shamans / infiltration of d invader force. but it was okay until i see this hippy ie “human wreckage” with a sign held up saying MELT ME. that i could not handle i ran to d end of haight every1 deformed every1 doomed the armpit of the earth i came to golden gate park at the end of haight/hate & sat & cried. overcome i was d universal sorrow. could not stop crying. like FATHER WE ARE SCREAMING COME TAKE US AWAY OUR EARTH IS FALLING THROUGH SPACE & SHAMANS MASSED IN LEGION FROM D FOUL REALM R POISED TO OVERRUN BUT I HAVE NO FEAR OF D COMING WAR IF U LUV ME DO U LUV ME d hippies gathered a round & took pity but i can see these are d broken children / orphans of d american wilderness d broken west i see them all marching into d ocean or a JAW in d sky. they have no teeth & crackhead mothers tried to abort them & now they smoke chillum & pray to universal spirit or ganesh or vishnu or sheeva but i was frighten they had been duped n under d sway of d dark shamans from d far side of d universe where hate is d only law & cruelty d only science (vast technologies shown 2 me by d angel.. planet systems wholly of prison torture experiment /entire races engineered & raised captive only purpose as subjects of torture. they have elongated life & amplified nervous systems x1000000000 sole purpose is 2 feel agony) all of this is real
then d hippies were laughing to themselves while i was sitting there crying & 1 of them says to me HEY MAN WHAT U NEED IS SOME SHROOMS they all laughed & i knew they were conspiring but then i look up & 1 hippy girl she was smiling at me benign smile ‘i knew she was different she was beautiful & then i knew ‘it is a sign!’ she was d angel or a human bodiment of d angel 2 guide me through d utter chaos. calm i put out my hand n d hippy reached out & put d mushrooms in it i ate them. d other hippies were laughing & watching like v curious & then d shroom guy took out more i ate them & then d other hippies weren’t laughing & 1 says SHIT MAN, THATS 2 MUCH HE IS GONNA TWEAK.. YR A FUCKIN ASSHOLE & i felt fear. i start 2 panic but i thought ‘look 4 d angel’ so i looked up into crowd of hippies 4 d radiant girl but she was gone. & now i felt pure alone like had been duped & she was not d angel she was a trickster 4 d dark shaman. d other faces crowded around sneering & deformed. i screamed WHAT DID U GIVE ME WHAT HAVE I EATEN U CUNT i leapt i claw his face he screaming & blood flow i scream U DARK SHAMANS D LORD WALKS WITH ME I HAVE NO FEAR & put my finger in his eye. in d commotion i run so fast away from d park i kept running till they gone behind me. already i could feel d alien presence in my system this was d mushroom i knew it was Malign Presence i was crying 2 d angel “PLEASE BE WITH ME NOW THIS IS MY TRIAL i ran 2 a place called buena vista park a big mountain in d city. ran up d side of d mountain & all around me were screaming devils & d sky was a holocaust. i saw now that nature was a virus from d FOUL REALM and the virus has spread to everything. this was a revelation. nature not benign: d trees grass sky insects birds & animals r all manifestations of d FIEND & d FIENDs body is nature itself. i was in horror. nowhere 2 escape 2. i knew despair because i reached d top of d mountain & no one around & thick fog came rolling in across d bay i saw it swarm over d land & cover everything i saw d earth swallowed up in fog i screamed now i knew i had been fool all along. d great war 4 d earth is not to come IT ALREADY HAPPENED WE R LIVING IN D FOUL REALM.. IT IS CALLED NATURE.. WE LIVE IN D BODY OF SATAN i fell on d ground & cried i thought “i am abandoned forever in d body of satan” a dog came to me he lick my face i try to annihilate him i punch his face he shrieked & run he is 1 manifestation of d FIEND & i howled and screamed & then d vision overwhelmed… planet in space. planet/Gaia is Satan & conscious & we are his serfs god is defeated & crushed & great war will never come we r lost. r future is 2 be engineered ie. earth as infinite suffering realm ie. warfare/torture/screaming 4ever 2 feed d power of Satan
but when i had been crying 4 hours & lost everything i hear a voice. it is d angel she says SON YES IT IS DARK NOW U HAVE SEEN D TRUTH. D GREAT LONELINESS. . THERE IS NO LOVE THERE IS NO HOPE.. CRUELTY HAS WON U MUST ACCEPT THIS. D FATE OF D EARTH IS DECIDED. EARTH IS NOW HELL BUT IT IS STILL POSSIBLE FOR U TO LEAVE D EARTH. U MUST DESTROY D BODY & THEN I WILL TAKE U FAR AWAY IN SPACE. A SMALL BLUE PLANET WHERE D LORD JESUS LIVES IN EXILE. THIS IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT. I AM SORRY 4 EVERYTHING. IT IS NOT 2 LATE. U WILL COME TO ME TOMORROW NIGHT. WE WILL DESTROY D BODY & LEAVE D EARTH I WILL TAKE U FAR AWAY FROM HELL
& then a peace came on me. still on d mountain i was surrounded by devils. but they were silent now. i stood up & walked among them i came down from d mountain i was not crying any more. i said to myself “give 2 satan what belongs 2 satan. d world can not be saved. my loved ones & many more will remain in hell. d earth is preparing now 2 become full actual hell this will happen in december 2012. d war 4 d earth has already been lost”. i was resigned to this
i tell u this because 4 my ma & da & Jennifer it is 2 late. they will be put into Pain Machine & howl 4 billions of years. but d angel told me it is possible 4 u 2 leave d earth in time. rob it is not enough 2 die. u must destroy d body & then b transported. 4 this u will need d angel. furst u must accept jesus in yr heart. he is far away & he has failed us but he can help u 2 escape from d coming holocaust
i can not help u any more. i am trying u must listen. time is short. v short. open yr heart. world is Satan but there is new home in deep space & i going there. u will hear no more from me rob. i will pray for u though. i am going 2 meet d angel
