Mandelstam’s Guide to the Deadly Sins, With Comments by Akhmatova

 
                                                                                I. Gluttony
 
The appetite of dragonflies, insatiable hunger for sex and meat. Appetites as frenzied as

Cockroach whiskers, he says,

Myriad screaming parakeets.

This raw hunger,

Chill power.

These raw hungers that stain the world in blood. Both in our entrance and our leaving.

Vertebrates of dead beasts.
 
                                                                                II. Envy
 
I wish. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

One-eyed song, he says.

Dante would have me completely blinded. By all you have. By all I lack.

She says
Sleepless
Reproach
Dead
Melodies

I am Aglauros– become stone.
 
                                                                                III. Wrath
 
In my dream he murders the train passenger who witnesses his theft of a bottle of champagne. I try to catch the passenger’s eyes to warn him.

Confessions of wintery steam.

He’d kill me for a gold sovereign even after all these years.
Flaming years.

You get so you recognize the ones wild with anger,

Heart ashamed of heart,

Prefer them to those broken by grief.

Hour of blood obscured by dust.
 
                                                                                IV. Deadly Sin: Lust
 
Flowering plum trees bring to my attention an emptiness that is not hunger. Even blind in my cave I can smell the blossoms. Even blind inside my cave I can hear seed spilling. There in the dark surrounded by stalactites and stalagmites,

Cathedrals of crystal,

I can hear their burrowing roots. Nearby the thaw begins,

Ice rustling under bridges,

            Vernal ice,

                        Divine ice,

                                    Spring ice.
 
                                                                                V. Avarice
 
I want it all,

Yellow-eyed and scowling.

Enough is not a real word in America,

Decaying flute, mourning clarinet.

Shameless
Mummers
Thoughtless
Vestige.
 
                                                                                VI. Pride
 
That. Is all I left behind me and all I have before me—the work of my hands. Forget the Godhead. He didn’t get it right. But look, just look at my work.

She says
Monstrous
She says
Threshold

He says, Like snarled stockings.
 
                                                                                VII. Diffidence
 
A little overweight. Somewhat intelligent. A trifle nearsighted. Sometimes kind. Never enough. Always hedging. Girdled by hesitance.

Rough staircases,

Resinous tears,

Dungeon of the world

She said
Languor.
 

Trina Gaynon

Trina Gaynon’s poems have appeared in the anthologies Bombshells and Knocking at the Door, and numerous journals including Natural Bridge, Reed and the final issue of Runes. Her chapbook An Alphabet of Romance is available from Finishing Line Press. Forthcoming publications in anthologies include: A Ritual to Read Together: Poems in Conversation with William Stafford, Saint Peter’s B-list: Contemporary Poems Inspired by the Saints, Obsession: Sestinas for the 21st Century, and Phoenix Rising from the Ashes: Anthology of Sonnets of the Early Third Millennium.

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